Opportunities foregone are lost forever. God, I'm so remorseful of all those that I've let pass without making so much as an inch of effort to just try. I could've been an apprentice of a great sculptor whose works have been exhibited in reputable institutions - like the freakin' national museum! But my idiot self sadly let go the opportunity. You know why? Coz i was chicken shit! My stuck up, pride-blinded self refused to be reduced into someone's sidekick! No, really. I was scared shitless to discover myself. I was a coward. I wish I could turn back time, but no. This is what I am. I have to accept it and move forward. this time, the coward will no longer be...

I wrote two love letters today. One for asking forgiveness, the other for letting go. I've been carrying a whole load of baggage, and I hadn't even noticed until I let them go. Who knows? Karma might be nicer to me this time. heheh

What I pray for the most is peace of mind. I hope I'll come closer to that now that I've come clean with the skeletons I've been keeping in this dark closet of mine. I hope the sun shines brighter for me tomorrow.